1st DAY on sem 2...

Hari ini hari 1st masuk lecture hall utk sem 2... Rase berat jer...(coz bw keropok kiri kanan utk dijual) hehe..

10.30am....subjek : ORGANIC CHEMISTRY

Mcm biase bile masuk lecture hall mesti usha tgk kot2 lecturer dah masuk blom... hehe..x masuk agi...so leh r cari2 port yg sesuai dlu... then..ble lecturer masuk...ades!! projector pulak x pasang...jadi aku dgn selamba nyer trus g depan 'on' kan butang die... projector ni rasenya dah beribu kali lemon buat aduan kt opis suh tukar coz masalah kabur yg x dpt diatasi...ntah ape hal nya..smpai skng x tukar2..then lau ade pe2 event mesti ssh benor nk face up..asik ad mslh teknikal jer...malu seyh lau ada paperwork presentation ttbe jer projector buat hal....mslah kecik tp leh pudarkan prestasi universiti nii... ~ermm

ok..back to the story...dah namanya organic chem..mesti r x lari drpd kategori ALKANE, ALKENE, ALDEHYDE, KETONE, & etc... time CFS dlu blaja smpai 10 jer C-chain..tapi skng dah masuk 20...xtau dah nak bagi nama ape...hehehe...sib bek Dr bagitau...lau nk tggu kitog bagi nama..alamatnya berkulatlah kat situ...hahahaha...pastu plak..disuruh oleh beliau utk kenal pasti compound n namakan ikut IUPAC name....GOSH!! aku dah lupee.... kata beliau :

"u must have been remembered 99% all those steps to name the compound since u hv learned in CFS and perhaps 1% u hv forgotten "

 BUT....i bet....the vice versa.....arrrrgghh!!

dan..yg paling bez nyer bile... 

"how about doing the quiz tomorrow?? it is juz about the IUPAC nomenclature anyway"

 what??! Oh my Prada!! No...no...no...sir! (i was like...ah??! *with blinking eyes*) we just entered the sem 2 and the 2nd day we have been facing the QUIZ??! tooo awesome! waaawaa...

11.30...subjek: BIOCHEMISTRY

 lecturer kata...bile beliau tya kat senior the opinion bout this subject..dorg kata...subjek ni yg tough...~errmm...~ then...bile masuk sem 3, sem 4...diorg kata subjek len lagi tougher drpd biochem..huhuhu...lecture 1st ni...xde pape2 lagi..juz intro sal basic jer...intro baru...so...agak x berat lagi laa...tapi rasenya utk next lectures...it would be a great pleasure to face up all the lectures with soooo many slides...hahahaa

as a conclusion : dah tibe masanya utk start pegang bku kembali... n study! study!! study!!!

SEM 2 Bermula!!

Assalamualaikum....

Dah lama x update blog nii...(sori) rase mcm dah berkulat dah wall ni coz xde ape2 nk ditulis...hu3. tapi..tup2 jer..dah masuk sem 2. dan tetibe jer rase nk update blog ni..*freak* hehehe...

Dan..bile dah start sem 2 ni..bermakna sudah berakhir sem 1.. then ..how about your result??? (soalan lazim bile dah stat sem baru)...~errmm...malas nk jawab..hahaha...~

So..what is ur plan for sem 2??
- work harder, harder n harder
- be a good time manager
- be a good muslim (wajib nih)
- be a good communicator with friends, lecturers and etc
- be a good decision maker (teringt plak ciri2 7 star phrmcist..hehe)
(ermm.. ape lagi ea???)

Tapi...apa yg penting...untuk sem 2 ni...usaha yg diberikan mestilah lebih sbb...subjek2 yg diambil bukan calang2...

1) PHARMACOLOGY
2) MICROBIOLOGY
3) BIOCHEMISTRY
4) ORGANIC CHEMISTRY
5) PHARMACEUTICAL ANALYSIS
6) MEDICINAL CHEMISTRY
7) UNGS

errm... 1st impression...~soooo niceeeee~ mmg tough..or bley dikatakan sgt2 tough...dan sgt3 tough...dan sgt100x tough...
bile tgk jer...rasa mcm berdebar2 je nk masuk lecture hall nt..xtau ape dah nk fikir selain membayangkan akan cabaran yg melanda....
Jadi itu lah sebabnya kene bykkn usaha, tawakkal dan berdoa kepada DIA...

"Sesungguhnya..sudah ditakdirkan bagi diriku utk berada dlm bidang ni..maka..mahu tidak mahu...aku tidak boleh berpaling belakang...walau susah, payah mahupun jerih menempuhi hari2 yg mendatang...aku mohon kepada Mu ya Rabb agar diberikan kekuatan fizikal n mental, keteguhan akidah, kemantapan jasmani, dipermudahkan perjalananku dan diberikan hidayah agar aku tidak tersungkur lemah di bumi yang fana ini..."insyaAllah....(AMIN)

Andai Hari ini...

Andai hari ini terakhir buat diriku ..
ampunkanlah segala dosa-dosaku yang lalu ..
agar semadinya aku dalam keimanan ..
dilandasan kasihmu Tuhan ..
yang tiada berpenghujung ..
andai hari ini terakhir buat diriku ..
akan kuhabisi saat-saat yang tinggal ..
hanya menghadap Tuhan yang Satu ..
agar gugurnya dosa yang lalu ..
bagai dedaunan kering berguguran ..

Andai hari ini terakhir buat diriku ..
janganlah ditangisi takdir itu ..
kerna tangisan itu tidak mengembalikan diriku lagi ..
dan ingatlah ..
setiap yang hidup pasti akan menemui mati ..
itulah janji yang ESA pada ummatnya ..

Andai hari ini terakhir buat diriku ..
hanya kenangan sajalah yang tinggal ..
kenanagan yang diukir bersama semua ..
biarlah kenangan itu terus segar
disetiap ingatan insan yang mengenaliku ..

Manusia dan Pohon Hidup

Mulakan sesuatu dengan Bismillah dan akhirinya dengan Alhamdulillah...

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim...

Allah mencipta kita,makhluk yang tak punya pape ini ke dunia dengan satu tugas penting....sehingga kdg2 kite hampir terleka dengan tugas penting ni....dalam diri setiap manusia tu ade sebuah pohon yang harus dibajai supaya terus subur....ia ... See Moredinamakan pohon tauhid....dewasa ini, ramai yang telah membiarkan phon itu tumbang menyembah bumi...akarnye kering...dahannya rapuh...buahnye berulat...dedaunnye berguguran jatuh...semak tebal mengelilingi pohon itu..apakah maknaye semue nie...????

manusia semakin alpa dgn nikmat dunia....makin leka dgn hartanye...makin bahagia dgn pasangannye...makin lalai dgn keghairahan hiburannya....mereka makin jauh dgn allah...

ya allah...ampunkanlah dosa semue umatmu di atas muka bumi ini ya allah..sesungguhnya kami tak punye ape2 di muka bumi ini...kami dicipta dari tanah...kembali ke tanah jua..kami hina ya allah....kami lupe dengan Mu..kami lupe asal usul kami..kami lupe tugas penting yang kau berikan pada kami ya allah...

allah ciptakan kite di dunia ini untuk satu tugas...setiap ape yang kite kerjakan di dunia ini adlah dgn sebb untuk memperhambakan diri padaNya...setiap ape yang kite lalui,mestilah yakin bahawa Allah sentiasa menemani...walau betapa kuat gelora dan taufan yang melnda,jngn pernah lupa bahwa Allah sentiasa ada untuk hambaNya....

4 pesan Rasulullah S.A.W untuk setiap umatnya:

1. TEGUHKAN BAHTERAMU KERANA LAUTAN YANG BAKAL DILALUI ITU TERLALU DALAM

2.PERBANYAKKAN BEKALANMU KERANA PERJALANAN ITU TERLALU JAUH

3.RINGANKAN BELAKANGMU KERANA PENDAKIAN ITU TERLALU CURAM

4.IKHLASKANLAH SETIAP PERILAKUMU KERANA DIA MAHA MENGETAHUI

sahabatku semua....marilah kita lahirkan sebuah phon yang punyai akar yang kuat menjunam ke dalam muka bumi..punyai dahan2 yang teguh berdiri....menghasilkan buah yang ranum..dan juga dedaun yang menghijau rimbun menjadi teduhan semua insan yang melalui pohon itu...suburilah ia dengan air yang jernih....

ingatlah sahabat...dunia ini hanya sementara...jangan dikejar harta...jangan dikejar kenamaan...jgan dikejar nikmat dunia....

jgn biarkan pohon itu dibiar tanpa penjaga....kerana kita bakal kembali pada yang Esa....

Alhamdulillah...

Summer's Snow (Part 2)

2

The next morning, Jeremy went for a jog as casual. He did make one or two rounds around the blocks to get him energize that day. He was considering Wryan’s offer yesterday. Was it rational or unethical? Playing with little girl’s heart? In a positive side, yet, he thought he might know her better. He did have a crush on her before, nut..! Never thought of trying a chance. He was no one in this one big world.

The other thing to think about is how to approach her. He never knew her, what she’d love to do or her favourite. Long making sense of it, he passed Genie’s Bouquet. “Why not,” Jeremy monologue.

So, when he got back to his apartment, he thoroughly called the florist. “I need to make a special delivery please.”

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Forwarded to Maximalla Medical Hospital, everyone surrounded a bouquet of roses and lily with wonderful white, purple and red combination. It was fined placed in a crystal-decorated vase and a card placed in between the flowers.

“Uhuh,” don’t touch it, Diane, the receptionist told one of the nurse. “It’s for Dr Dahlia,” she said with a smile. The others replied with envy grinned and guesses.

“What’s with the crowd, “suddenly a familiar voice came from behind. Other nurses give way for her to move in front. It was her all the way.

“Dahlia darling!” Diane greeted happily. “You know you woke up every day with sunshine,” Diane began, that made her confused.

“What’s going on here?” Dahlia asked with a smiled. It’s a bit awkward to her, but she knew Diane got a surprise with her. Dahlia always been soft spoken and with every smile that made people happy and her natural face that suited her character.

Diane lifted up the vase carefully and put it on the counter. Softly she said, “This beautiful gift arrived this morning. I heard it is from the angels. He said it’s from the garden of seven heavens.”

Still awkward to her, she lifted up the vase, which was quite heavy, and drew a frankly don’t-know-what-to-say face. She took her step slowly into her room to inspect it, while her hands softly playing with the flower petals. ‘I wonder who gave it.” She thought for herself. But before she could guess the answer, Shana appeared from nowhere.

“I never wanted to spoil the surprise, so you should be looking at the card right now,” Shana said. Her deep voice made her friend a little bit shocked. Dahlia was in her own world that time.

Taking the note without spoiling the perfect arrangement of flower petals, she said, “When do you starts to be in this such conspiracy, huh?” She put a smile again.

“From the day I knew that you should have someone to take care of you dear…” Shana replied, with victorious grin. “Hit it, girl,’ she said to herself.

Ignoring the presence of her very annoying friend there, she opened the card curiously. It was written there;

“Dinner tonight? I’ll meet you at The House Restaurant…from Mr J.”

“Mr J?” she asked herself loud that Shana heard her. “I don’t even know him and she asked me out?” now her tone was more serious. “Frankly this is insane.”

“No, no, no, Dahlia,” Shana contradicted. “This is not insane and this guy is not what you think he is,” she began. “I know him, frankly speaking, and I wanted you to know him. He’s a great guy and he just wanted to know you. It’s piece of cake here, darling. Why don’t you try? Give him a chance?”

“I hardly trusted people and you wanted me to trust a random guy? You know how I felt about strangers don’t you?”

“You don’t trust stranger yet you can treat them well? Strangers came in and out of this hospital, and you are with them twenty four seven, and yet you say you can never trust strangers?” Shana madly mumbled.

“A’ah, don’t mix work with personnel here dear, how many times I told you not to,” Dahlia protected herself, not listening to her friend.

Shrug her shoulder, putting her arm around Dahlia’s shoulder, she calmly said, “Okay, I’m sorry to be rude and to be too emotional here. But the thing is that I just wanted you to understand people. Know others in this world. Try to mix with them and understand them. Plus, I wanted you to have someone special; who I wanted to trust me that he can take care of you, make you happy every day, and makes you feel life is worth living with the ‘L’ word.”

“I don’t know, Shana,” Dahlia loosed her breathe, “It’s hard for me to open up my heart. I guess I’m not that ready.”

“No one is readily prepared for anything. Even if we planned one thing carefully, there must be something we will be leaking. We can never be perfect. This is a chance for you to learn. Learn to live, and learn to understand the true meaning of living.”

“But my fencing practice is tonight…” she tried to refuse, but with less tense. Shana looked at her unconvincing face and put her best strength to say, “It’s time, Dahlia. It’s the right time, okay,” she kept her shoulder tuck into her.

Suddenly, there was an emergency call. ‘Calling Dr Shana, calling Dr Shana, you have an emergency case in Room 21.”

“I’ll try to think about it, okay,” Dahlia gave her promise to Shana.

“Make up your mind for your own good, friend.”

Shana left her friend to think alone, to decide whether to accept or decline the invitation.

Suddenly, a flash of thought came into Dahlia. “Hey, how do you know this guy?” she tried to yell, forgetting she was in a hospital.

Without turning for any smile to her, Shana put her hand high in the crowd, and waved back to her and gave her thumb up...(to be continued)